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[	music	|	"Pour some sugar on me" Def Leppard	]

I am addicted to myspace. It's so much better then those other stupid sites haha.

Add away.

http://profiles.myspace.com/users/12127701

<3 Katie

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[	music	|	"Hold on Little Girl" Mr. Big	]

What is everyone doing this weekend?

Leave me comments and tell me what you are doing.

If you want leave suggestions too on what I can do.

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[	music	|	Keith Sweat "i wanna lick you up and down"	]

So this weekend was alright I guess. I really can't even remember what I did seriously. Umm but I do know me and melissa hung out with Lawrence who we haven't seen in forever!! We went to his house at midnight when he had to wake up early for work and well we stayed till like 2. Once we got outside though we realized melissa had a flat tire and that sucked so we called her friend Mark who lived 5 minutes away to come change it. I felt bad that we had kept Lawrence from getting sleep and plus his jack didn't fit Melissa's car anyways so he really couldn't of helped. Here are some pics.

 Melissa and I

Melissa, Lawrence, and Me (eehhh)

Me and Lawrence  :-)

Well that's about it I guess. I hope everyone had a good weekend. This weekend coming up hopefully me and melissa will go to excess. Any girls want to go?? Let me know. You're welcome to come! <3

I hope it doesn't snow. I don't care about missing school. It's stupid. It's nice when we have ONE day of snow and after that it's dirty, icy, cold, and you slip everywhere. It's stupid. I want it to be spring. I want to go somewhere spring break.

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Oh Allen how I love your hottness.

Well i guess I should start doing hot guy of the day posts haha every post i'll put up a pic of a guy and ask how hot you think he is. haha Jk this is just a one time thing. Well second time thing but you know what i mean.

So yesterday...

• I went to class got out at 11am
• Went home and got ready for an interview I had at 130
• Went to the interview things went well but I won't know till next week
• Went to Target, but I'm taking back what I got
• Went tanning....a hot guy was going in as i was..that was a plus hahaha i think i got kinda burnt it hurts slightly
• Went home and did nothing but sleep like usual.

How exciting huh?

Someone needs to add some excitement to my day.

I'm not going to school today. Why? bc i never goes on fridays it seems like.

I'm just awake bc i slept all day and all night.

<3Katie

P.S here are some pics i took yesterday

[	mood	|	need to work out	]
[	music	|	"Senorita" Justin Timberlake	]

I need a job badly. If anyone knows anywhere hiring let me know. 

I finally saw the sign for senior night. It's at the Hickory Ruitan Club? What the heck? I've never been ther before or anything but that just sounds bad and hickish. haha Anyways. What is everyone wearing?!?!?Please let me know.

I went tanning today finally. I swear I better get tan quick or I'm going to be very mad.

Anyone want to hang out soon? I'm getting bored. I'm bored all the time. I need ideas what to do.

I need to start to work out. I started tanning. Now I need to start eating better and working out so I can start to lose weight again. When I actually started to eat right in november for like a week i lost like 4 pounds in 5 days. Yeah sounds good to me. I just need to do it again. I want to lose like 20-30lbs..sounds like a lot but seriously its not when you're huge like me. I weigh a lot more then you think. I probably wont even look that much different if i did. I lose 10lbs here and there all the time and since im like 5'6 or 5'7 you cant tell as much when i lose weight and yeah the boobs and huge legs dont help either.

Well here are some pictures.

Isn't this guy really hot? I think he's beautiful, but maybe that's just me? haha

yep yep yep yep that's it for now

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<3Katie

[	mood	|	hopeful	]
[	music	|	Bette Midler "Wind Beneath my Wings"	]

This is how i want my hair once I get tan and lose weight.

like that but more red

I decided that I want to be a hobo. That is my plan. I am going to move to richmond and be a hobo. I picking up everything I have, which isn't anything at all...I am moving to richmond and I will find some random job there and I already have somewhere to live.

Rent=cleaning and cooking for a lonely (although awesome) young handsome gentleman and there will be no sex.

I love it. Sounds great to me.

Maybe if i get a job now that pays decent money. I can save up my money really quick to fix my car or do payments on my cousins car. Then yeah..sounds great. I'll save up to fix my car and pay off a few months on my cell phone and insurance put it all in my savings account and just move up there and try to live off what money I have for gas and food. YESSSSSSSS!

If worst comes to worst I'll just sleep on a bench. I've done it before at kings dominion hahaha.

It probably won't even happen but oh well it's something to think about and plan and get my hopes up so they can just get crushed and brought back down!!!!

So I have a couple goals I want to get accomplished by March..and hopefully by May. I'm just taking a long time to get started on them

Get really tan.

Get a job.

Get my hair cut and colored completely differen then it's been before.

Save money to be able to go somewhere.

Get a car.

The thing is all of these things take money...or maybe a J O B!

[	mood	|	calm for now	]
[	music	|	"Tainted Love" Marilyn Manson	]

 Well it's 2005.

This year will be better then others just because a lot will happen.

I'll turn 18. I'll graduate. Hopefully I'll get to travel and meet new people for once.

I'll get a tattoo. I'll get my monroe pierced or something else pierced.

There is Prom? Not like it will be the first one, but it will be better since it is mine hopefully. And then just also Senior stuff in general.

I'm gonna get my hair cut and get tan lol thats my goal haha and loose like 30lbs haha.

Here are pics from last night before Jon got here..he didn't get here till like 10 :( . But once he got here we just sat around and watched tv and he left around 2ish.

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Sorry I haven't posted lately. My "friend" Jon has been in town on his holiday break from school so I've been hanging out with him non-stop it seems like.

Everything is going good. It's fun hanging out with him. I mean he's a sweet guy and nice and we have fun and laugh together, but then again I can't get my feeling going to much because he's just going to leave on the 9th and I'm going to be alone once again.

So what am I getting out of this? Something to do for my christmas break?  Someone to give me a sneak peak of something I can't have.

Oh well I guess I'll just do it all now and regret it later.

We went and saw the movie "Closer" last night. It seriously is my new favorite movie of all time. I am obsessed. It's just one of those movies that reminds me of sooo much that has happened in my life it's like too similar its weird.

I hate going to the movies or watching movies because it's like im psychic or something and I know exactly what's going to happen and it's just stupid and predictable and pointless to waste my time and money.

"Closer" was just so...unpredictable (to some extent) and you don't know what's going to happen in it. The previews don't give away the whole movie like most movies do nowadays.

I loved it.

I hope everyone has a good New Years. Be safe and have fun!

<3Katie

[	mood	|	im doing alright	]
[	music	|	Jessica Simpson "With you"	]

              Merry Christmas Everyone

        I hope everyone has a safe and wonderful day

          and that you get everything you asked for!

***Jon I can't wait to see you.<3 I wish I could of seen you today :'(***

B L A N K stares are all I can really give. 

  S P E E C H L E S S, but still have words I need to get out.

            Y  O  U  ever feel that way?

 I do K N O W things will get B E T T E R.

                 I am S T R O N G, but I am also W  E  A K .

 It will take  ----T I ME---   And  I   A M   V E R Y impatient

            I thank you for understanding and caring.

But sooner or later I'll be  O K  

B R E A K I N G out...new, fresh, and ready to start over 

          I'm gonna  T R Y    

Let's see how long this will last

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I stop and think             ---thinking is all i can do----

              I sigh and just try to breathe           ---even though it's so hard to do---

I close my eyes                         ---wishing i was somewhere else, anywhere else---

               I rest my head in my hands               ---wishing it could be on someones shoulder---

                           Why

                            do

                             I

                A L W A Y S

    d o    t h i s    t o    m y s e l f?

And here's to a lonely holiday

            once again

So  close  but  never         close          enough

                    He knows where just to find me.       Here we go again...     

       I can tell he's going to ask me to dance, but its not as far as he wants to go.

               Lead me not into temptation. Help me break this spell I am under.

It's 4:30 in the morning and here I am AWAKE and sitting here updating on my online journal haha. (Sorry if you read this jon as you can tell...I'm not in a sleep pattern YET).  Here are some pics I took tonight and a couple from a while ago like one or two or something. Some kind of risque, but oh well I really don't care it's the same thing other girls wear, I just have boobs...sorry.

Chesnee has the red lips, I have the pink..what what? hahahaha just kiddin :-)

this one and all the ones above are from tonight the others are from another time.

Yeah sorry I know that's a lot of pics but I thought I'd post some that I have to be nice and share. I've loved hearing the lovely comments about how I need to stop posting pics of myself..sooo I thought it was time for more :-)

I want to go to church tomorrow night still so Alicia call me and let me know if you are still going. And Chesnee don't bail again ;-) jk jk..I'm down for it so yall let me know<3

<3Katie<3

[	mood	|	ughhh!	]
[	music	|	Al Green "So tired of being alone"	]

Bored.

Have my grandmas car till tuesday and now that i have a way to get places...everyone seems to be busy or not want to hang out.

Why does this always seem to happen? When I can't hang out everyone wants to and when I can everyone is busy.

Ughhhhh!

Anyone want to hang out? IM me Shuggamami on AIM

<3Katie